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What would you do if all you ever done was erase. That's whats happen to Angel Smith. She is known in the town of riverside as Jane Doe. Jane is trapped in the hospital for what feels like months but in reality only three days...
Meet Cameron, he your high school prom king, all-state althelte, but take one look at him he just like the walking dead. He has lived in riverside is whole life, but when the town is trying to erase that his girl is around. He on the mission to find out what so important in her head to make her forget. Imagine every day, your love of your life forgets you. To make her fall in love everyday with the boy her heart beat only for....
Join the endless love of memories, as Cameron reads Jane, her book called my last tear. As the town tears them apart. Will they ever learn to love each other fully or is the world going to tear them apart. 
 What would you do if the one your heart beat for is unknown. Through adventures of a lifetime, read about how these fallen stars escape for a second.All Rights Reserved

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