Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder
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**THIS HAS NO STORYLINE, IT'S AN INSIGHT**
I don't believe there are many books on Maladaptive Daydreaming here, so my personal purpose is to try and connect with other daydreamers - I promise you're not alone, and this thing doesn't have to be classed as a "disorder" if you don't want it to.
MD(D) makes me happy, and if it makes you happy, I don't believe it's a disorder. I see it as a personal way of life and something that helps me. Society has a way of making you believe everything is a disorder.
This Wattpad document is about 3 main things. One, making sure you know you aren't alone. Two, allowing you to see outside of the charade that coins Maladaptive Daydreaming as a "disorder". Three, I wanted to find a way to let myself go and talk about my case of daydreaming. It's not something I can talk to anyone in real life about, so I trust you guys reading this will be able to understand me and understand the highs and lows of having this better than anyone in real life ever could.
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