Beating

Donghae has a limited time. His love has an expiration date. Donghae's life is like a bomb-every hour-every minute-ever second counts, but Donghae's heart started beating-but the beating will either kill him or make him live.

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"Hyuk, we know it's hard." I heard Sungmin's voice. For the past few days, I never let anyone entered my room. I am too tired-physically and emotionally. Sungmin's face appeared followed by Kyuhyun, Ryeowook and Heechul Hyung.

"Hae wouldn't like it if he sees you in this state Hyuk." Kyuhyun's voice echoes in my ears. My tears began to fall the moment he said his name. I lower down my face, "Hyuk, you need to live-for him." I heard Ryeowook's voice and a soft pat on my back.

I continue sobbing hard, "He didn't left us in vain Hyukjae. Hae was ready for this, we all should be ready for this." Of course Heechul Hyung will be the one who said the fucking reality. Hae didn't reach his birthday. He died on October 13 at 12:07am. After we sent him to the hospital and fell in state of coma. He had multi cardiac arrest. His left ventricle started to malfunction. The right ventricle cannot pump enough blood for his body. The last resort was an open heart surgery. Kyu's father was very honest to all of us that the possible rate of survival was close to 0. Everyone was determined that Hae should not die in vain-but in the middle of the surgery-Hae's body gave up. He left us.

"I didn't-even tell him-how much I-lo-love him." I mumble.

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published on asianfanfic: August 10, 2017