State of Mind
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What you are about to witness are the untold thoughts of a mind that is awakening in the mist of existential curiosity, dread, peace, and rebirth. The events that may appear throughout this document are recent, relatable, and thought provoking.. Faiths will be tested, minds will be changed, and spiritual feelings will be awakened, as you venture into the mind of nothing less than a spirit at war with the universe, their perceived identity, and most of all, what's within. Each part will be uploaded every day, to ensure that commitment on my end is solidified.
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