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Despair Is My Middle Name (BoyxBoy)
KittyGoesMeowX3
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KittyGoesMeowX3
Ongoing, First published Aug 24, 2012
anythingblahboyxboycakecancolbydepressiondespairdisorderdramaeatingeverythingextrahatehurtkisslovemiddlenamenurserandomromancesadnessshanesomethingstarvingstuffteenwhateveryaoi
((WARNING BOYXBOY: may contain scenes of romance between two males. Don't like, don't read. Thank you~))
Colby Maxwell has none nothing but death and pain since he was young. After all his family, he fell into a deep depression and developed an eating disorder. He was ready to give up until someone new splashed color onto his blank canvas of life. Shane Parker, the star of the tennis team and popular senior, would pester him every day to eat healthy ever since he found out about his disorder, never leaving him alone. Colby was beyond annoyed, but felt a little flattered. Could this be the beginnings of love? Only his story will tell! But of course, Colby will deny it!
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True Colors of the World - Solby

23 parts Complete Mature

Sam and Colby start getting feelings for each other but refuse to tell each other. Not all the locations may be correct!! Please, feel free to correct me on spelling or grammar errors! But please don't try to correct on locations! I know a lot of them are wrong! I am just using different places for the sake of the story! THIS STORY DOES NOT HAVE A HAPPY ENDING!!! PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!! This story contains many depressing topics!!

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