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do you really love me? (suicidal deku x bakugo)

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bakudeku death kastudeku singing suicidal

deku. deku. deku. that's all he'll ever be, a deku. an idiot. a worthless piece of trash who belongs on the streets. who belongs in the ocean and deserves to die. 

he wants to fulfil his dream, make his dad proud. 

he also wants to die, to fulfil what he wants. 

kacchan. kacchan. kacchan. a person who's amazing. who deserves to be at the top. who deserves what he has. 

deku has been getting bullied by kacchan for years. he doesn't want to live. 
he won't admit it, but he loves it when he gets hurt. 
bullied. 
abused. 
starved. 
more. 

he deserves pain. 
he's sinned. 
he has a crush on kacchan. 
he hasn't made anyone proud. 
he hasn't done any good. 
he's a deku. 

warning!! 
•depression
•anxiety
•suicidal/suicide
•cutting
•gay
•death
•self doubt
•more

no smut! 
no quirks AU
singer AU
suicidal deku AU
bakudeku 
i don't have an updating schedule so i'll update whenever

don't hate! if you don't like it, please leave! :)

i dont remember if it is or not but be warned from a year and a half from the last update its probably discontinued - only says completed so you can archive it

🚨CRINGE ASF IM SORRY - 2 years later me🚨All Rights Reserved

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