fake smiles (depressed deku)
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hey this is your first warning that I wrote this in middle school and it is by no means going to be good. proceed with caution.
⚠WARNING⚠ This novel includes potentially triggering content including: Suicide, self harm, abuse, and death. Please note, I am not making jokes about these subjects I am just writing a novel. if you or a loved one are suffering from any of these subjects please contact some one and get help.
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