BXB Raunchy as hell l so no prudish attitudes! Book 1 Connor Lyndman only wants one thing in life and that was love. With everyone he knows finding that special someone he can't help but feel hopeless knowing no one would love him because of his physical flaws and his mental turmoils. As he battles his inner demons he becomes convinced that he doesn't deserve to be loved and that no one would be willing to love him no matter how much he loved them back. Or so he thought. This begins to change once Connor meets Elton Noriega a homophobe who finds guys just like Connor disgusting. But will Connor be able to change Elton's views and help Elton accept his true self? Can Elton be able to help Connor fight his self-doubt and teach him to love himself? Or will there stubbornness to change and accept themselves get the best of them? Elton Noriega has been battling his sexuality for years. Confused by his attraction to men, he tries to convince himself that he's straight by dating women left and right but every time he did he never felt that spark everyone says when you meet 'the one'. He eventually comes to the conclusion that he will never find love and those who look for it were fools. While still suppressing his homosexual 'urges' as he likes to call them he meets Connor and than he felt it. The spark. NOT EDITED BAWARE OF GRAMMAR/SPELLING ERRORS Date started 8/26/19 Completed 9/18/19 1k! 11/25/19