Within the wind

"i'ven been good daughter to you dad! Just this once! Listen to me" my heart broken each time I hear his voice from inside getting beaten!

"NO Christana! go inside the house!" my dad shouted me. Ignoring me. I know they will never listen to me. But just this once. I hope, desperately hope that he will listen to me. Because I don't don't know what can I do if something happen to him.

"Get her inside!" dad shouted his two henchman to grab me and put me in our house.

Then we heard a gun shot from that small house where they captive him.

my world seems stop. My mind went blank. My whole body is trembling. This is not happening! He shouldn't be died! It's my fault!

"No! Christana stop your stupidity!" my dad said. I don't know when did I get this small knife i'm holding. I am scared but my mind keep on saying that I should do this. I should kill myself.

"NO! " My world spinning as I feel numb. I feel the pain my wrist but it's nothing to the pain inside my heart.

"Wag kang pumikit!" I look at my dad who is now carrying me. The man I always respected and love. But it's turn out he is my biggest enemy in my happiness!

"Dad what happen? " I heard my brother ask then that's where I lost my conscious. This is will be my death. To bad that I had this bad memories before i'm gone.