Black Hole

Hi, my name is Nixie Lynn Murdock and I'm 16 years old. I'm from London, England, but now I live in America. When I was five, my powers kicked in and I officially became a supernatural. I control all water and ice, but I'm still not completely okay with it or good at using it. Sometimes I freeze things and I don't mean to. My mother and father are gone, and I have no siblings. I only have one friend, and his name is Raymond Laswell, but people call him Ray. But, I get to call him whatever I want. I've known him since I was 12, when I was just adopted by a family and actually put in school. But, now I live alone, and do everything on my own. I have a small apartment and I work at a restaurant as a waitress. I've taken myself out of school because, honestly, I know I'll end up taking my life any time soon. I've already tried once, and I plan on trying again. Ray doesn't know everything about me, but he thinks he does. But, I know everything about him. Except.. I don't know if he'll leave me and disappear into a "black hole", as I call it, like everyone else. I don't want to lose him. He's the last thing I have..