This is not a typical mommy story. I had a miscarriage, and I did not expect my pregnancy to go the way that it did. It affected me deeply. Emotionally, physically, mentally. And no one told it would be this way. This story might be triggering, if you are easily triggered please do not read. It is graphic, painful, and difficult. However, more women should know. If you have gone through this, I hope you find healing in having someone else understand what you have gone through. I'd like to publish this later, so please consider this a working copy. It might get changed later over time. Just wanted to start getting it out there.