Philophobia - the abnormal, persistent and unwarranted fear of falling in love or being in a deep relationship.
Everyone has their own phobias and fears, whether it's spiders, heights, snakes or - in Penelope's case - falling in love. After watching her parents fight and go through a terrible divorce when she was seven, the only thing that she is sure of is that she never wants to experience it herself. Steering clear of boys and focusing on her studies, Penelope feels satisfied with her life.
And then a transfer student from Seoul, South Korea shows up, and all of a sudden, everything changes. He's nice, funny, and cute. But something is holding Penelope back and she knows exactly what it is: her past. Terrified of ending up like her parents but determined not to, she tries to gather up all of her courage to do the hardest thing she's ever had to do- face her fears.
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Philophobia - an overwhelming and unreasonable fear of falling in love.
Matthew suffers from severe philophobia and depression because of a breakup with an abusive ex when he was 17 and neglectful parents. At age 23 He meets 25 year old Gilbert, who quickly falls in love with the awkward blonde. Matthew struggles not to reciprocate Gilbert's feelings out of fear of being rejected again. Will Matthew cave and admit his love for the charmingly goofy German? Or will things spiral out of control causing Matthew's depression to worsen
T/W
Philophobia
Probably major angst
Possible cutting
Suicide if I feel like it
My massively sadistic ass
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