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Ma vie et aussi flou que le brouillard. Je ne sais jamais quelle chois prendre, je ne fait confiance qu'a moi.
Ou plutôt je n'ai aucune confiance en moi, qui fait que je n'es confiance en personnes.
Pourtant j'essaye de donnée ma confiance, mais si vous penser que c'est facile je vous le dit toute suite c'est faux.
Surtout quand vous savais se qui va vous arrivés mais que vous tentez quand même. La déception et bien plus lourde croyais moi, on peut tomber de très haut. vous penser surement que on ne peut pas se remettre de nos malheurs mes croyais moi c possible. J'ai pensais de nombreuse fois que je ne me relèverais pas mes sens et devenue une habitude.
je suis sur le point d'avoir mes 18 ans et je veut que ma vie change.
//je vous laisse lire cette histoire et découvrir comment elle a fait pour ne plus ressentir de sentiment pour 1 garçon quoiqu'ils soit. amoureux ou pas, gentille méchant, intelligent con. peut lui importe ressentir des sentiment pour un garçon sa ne lui semble plus possible//
//mon orthographe laisse a desirais je m'en excuse d'avance et si une personne serrais volontaire pour me corriger sa serait cool merciiiii //
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