how do you sleep? (a.k.a. alex elmslie crying over guys he can't have)
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Last published Tue, Aug 27, 2019
Alex calls his best friend Henry to sleep over his flat or vice versa every time he needs a good cry over blokes that he obsesses over and honestly, Henry doesn't mind one bit because it be like that sometimes and he knows how crazy feelings can get. I mean, just look at all his friends.
author's note:
wtf am i doing? i haven't written anything in years and here i am back with fanfiction?? who am i? anyways, as much as i wanna use lapslock, i know it lessens the realism of it :/ at least to me so yeah.
it was supposed to be named "alex elmslie crying over guys he can't have" but since that one sam smith song started playing on my playlist then why tf not? i think it fits. i've been thinking of this plot for quite a bit now so might as well manifest it somewhere. alex is gonna kill me. let's just hope him and i never interact LOL.
just to be clear, this isn't an alex x henry fic. they don't end up together. it's alex to the other cc boys.
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