Zeref and Natsu were never happy children, but despite finally being free, Natsu still dies. Zeref drives himself to insanity, and the dragons have a weapon to kill him... the only problem? it requires reanimating the body of his only relative who's body survived and transforming them into a living weapon who cannot disobey. aka- an alternate storyline where Natsu knows he's a basically a reanimated corpse, but he can't do anything about it until he kills his brother, which will kill him. So he spends four hundred years partially trapped in his own mind comming to terms with the fact that he only exists to die. (warnings at the beginning of every chapter, and tags will be updated as I go. the prlogue is safe, but chapter one will not be.) updates roughly once a month. I'm a college kid