HIS SHADES OF LIFE
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  • Time 18h 55m
Complete, First published Aug 28, 2019
Mature
"please give me divorce, please I have enough pain through this marriage please I beg you...give me divorce."I pleaded him whilst crying.

"I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU, DID YOU GET IT, HUH?!" He hollered.

He doesn't want to leave me not because he loves me but because he loves to torture me. Its not like he is a bad person, he is a good person until my sister farah ran away after her marriage. She doesn't want to marry a Mafia because she knows what kind of people mafias are but she did. But he loved her obsessively.

"Wait wait, Did little shahnoor have someone else in her life, huh?" He said mockingly.

I looked up while shaking my head continuously. I did love someone once but when I got married to you I never ever thought about anyone else other than you. I always thought how to make you happy? How to please you? I always got ready for you but you never noticed.

"pl-plea-" I was about to say something but gasped instead as he crashed his lips on mine to seal the pleadings. 

This is the first time he touched me like that after our marriage. But I won't raise any kind of hope because whatever goes in his mind only he knows yet how can I Ignore the feeling of heat within me, the way he was kissing me.
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Shahzaib's POV towards Life:

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." 

― Marilyn Monroe

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