HIS SHADES OF LIFE
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  • Reads 219,662
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  • Parts 86
  • Time 18h 55m
Complete, First published Aug 28, 2019
Mature
"please give me divorce, please I have enough pain through this marriage please I beg you...give me divorce."I pleaded him whilst crying.

"I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU, DID YOU GET IT, HUH?!" He hollered.

He doesn't want to leave me not because he loves me but because he loves to torture me. Its not like he is a bad person, he is a good person until my sister farah ran away after her marriage. She doesn't want to marry a Mafia because she knows what kind of people mafias are but she did. But he loved her obsessively.

"Wait wait, Did little shahnoor have someone else in her life, huh?" He said mockingly.

I looked up while shaking my head continuously. I did love someone once but when I got married to you I never ever thought about anyone else other than you. I always thought how to make you happy? How to please you? I always got ready for you but you never noticed.

"pl-plea-" I was about to say something but gasped instead as he crashed his lips on mine to seal the pleadings. 

This is the first time he touched me like that after our marriage. But I won't raise any kind of hope because whatever goes in his mind only he knows yet how can I Ignore the feeling of heat within me, the way he was kissing me.
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Shahzaib's POV towards Life:

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." 

― Marilyn Monroe

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Obsession

54 parts Ongoing Mature

DARK ROMANCE "Sir, I am in a dire need of loan. Its very important, my friends life is at stake. I assure you I'll try my best to return the loan asap." She breathlessly said it all. Her eyes were filled with hope and expectations. He was her last hope. "Miss Sheharzaad," Shehryaar said, while standing up from his chair causing her to instantly stand up. "Yes sir" she replied, her voice troublesome yet confident. He walked towards the other side of the table and sat on the chair parallel to her. "Keep sitting, please." He said, like a gentleman and she sat down. She tightly held her hands together. A life could be saved by his single yes. "Sir please," she pleaded. "I agree. You can have the loan, but I have a condition." "I agree to your every condition sir" she replied with a little smile of victory on her face. "Think before you speak, Miss Sheharzaad." "I trust you." "I want a one night stand with you." He dropped the bomb. ............ "Every women is nothing but a whore and you're also one of them." He said making her wriggling double against the ropes, which tied her. "You're wrong." She replied with a sheer determination in her eyes. He harshly gripped held her chin and bobbed her head up towards him. "Oh, I'll prove it to you then." He spoke with an immense intensity and a promise in his eyes. "You'll now serve me as my personal escort, Sheharzaad." He declared and threaded his fingers into her silky locks, pasting his lips on hers, her brutally. He didn't trust womankind and she was a strong woman. He wanted shatter and break her into pieces so he could satisfy himself.