Dear Aiden, Goodbye (On Hold)

Dear Aiden,

You've made promises.
To love.
To protect.
To care,
For me.
But when I need you,
You turn to dust.
Present, but never there.

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Dear Aiden,

I needed you.
I really, really need you.
I almost lost my life.
You.
Did.
Nothing.
I'm torn, breaking.
I can't go on much longer.
It hurts.
I think I'm losing it.
If you ever find this,

Blame yourself.

~~~

Dear Aiden,

Goodbye.