To My Ex-Best Friend

This is a series of letters I'm writing to someone I've considered my best friend since 7th grade. Some stuff has been happening and we're starting to drift apart, though I don't think she realizes that yet. There's so many things I want to tell her but I'm to afraid to. She hasn't seen anything I'm writing and doesn't know my thoughts because like I said I'm scare to tell her but it helps to write it. It only helps for so long because I'm not admitting it to anyone. I hope she sees it and I think/hope she'll know it's about her but even if she sees this I'm not positive she'll recognize I'm writing these letters to her.