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At first we're laughing Now we're crying (Depressed deku x Bakugo Book #1)

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PhantomThiefRin

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Note (8/10/22): I absolutely HATE this story, I feel like this isn't the best representation I could've done and definitely over-exaggerated some stuff, and I hate that I made Deku such a crybaby!

Ever since His father died of a Illness ,Deku blamed himself for his death. But he regrets saying the 3 words he hated the most to his father,"I HATE YOU" sadly those were the last words he said to his father. Since then Deku didn't know how to express his emotions so he hides his face with his,'Izu-Chan board" a sketch book to write his emotions on. However he still didn't feel anything. His mother was worried for him. And it doesn't help that his childhood friend Bakugo bullies him. But what would happen if his bully secretly had a crush on him?! 

Warning! ⚠⚠⚠: this story include's Depression,Anxiety, and self harm and suicide attempts. If you have depression or anything I just mentioned reach out to someone please.All Rights Reserved

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Teen Parents? by flower2240

'"Deku?" He blinked a few times and took in his surroundings. Right, he thought, Kacchan found me. It wouldn't be a bad thing if you didn't count the fact that he had a bag of all of his things and was just about to fall asleep in an alleyway.' Midoriya Izuku, a 14-year-old boy, has to learn how to navigate the world as a new father. It's more of a struggle then he thinks, especially with his former bully as his partner in the navigation. He doesn't know how to feel when he learns of his crush on the boy, especially now that he risks losing him due to hero training. Bakugou Katsuki could have just left him there, he knows, but something pushed past that and led to his former best friend sitting on the couch, explaining everything that happened to him. He doesn't know how to feel, especially when he learns that he's falling in love with the boy he'd previously bullied. He gets even more confused when he starts to love his daughter too, not knowing how he can handle being a partner, father, and hero in training all at once. **If you notice any errors please point them out! This story is not beta read and I can't search through the story myself**

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(This is my first story ever..so, sorry if it's bad..) Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya has always looked up to his childhood friend, Katsuki 'Kacchan' Bakugo. He has aspired to be him in so many ways but this caused unwanted feelings. The fact he could never be better than him. These only got worse after Bakugo started bullying him, soon developing into a serious matter.. ||This is a Bakudeku story|Warning: Mentions of self-harm, Suicide, and just other sensitive topics|| ------ Best ranking(s) so far: #1 In Depresseddeku (12/8/19) #19 in DepressedIzuku #5 in suicidal #2 in DekuxKacchan --------- /Two-person collaboration story. I wrote the Izuku parts and she wrote the Katsuki parts but we read over them together. Tank you for helping me, and sorry I didn't put this earlier •3•\ ---- Hehe, This has many typos I didn't notice before and I'm too lazy to edit it now. I mean some sentences are still readable tho so like 💅

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How Do I Say I Love You? by Soulfinder30

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