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At first we're laughing Now we're crying (Depressed deku x Bakugo Book #1)

PhantomThiefRin

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Parts 19
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PhantomThiefRin

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Note (8/10/22): I absolutely HATE this story, I feel like this isn't the best representation I could've done and definitely over-exaggerated some stuff, and I hate that I made Deku such a crybaby!

Ever since His father died of a Illness ,Deku blamed himself for his death. But he regrets saying the 3 words he hated the most to his father,"I HATE YOU" sadly those were the last words he said to his father. Since then Deku didn't know how to express his emotions so he hides his face with his,'Izu-Chan board" a sketch book to write his emotions on. However he still didn't feel anything. His mother was worried for him. And it doesn't help that his childhood friend Bakugo bullies him. But what would happen if his bully secretly had a crush on him?! 

Warning! ⚠⚠⚠: this story include's Depression,Anxiety, and self harm and suicide attempts. If you have depression or anything I just mentioned reach out to someone please.All Rights Reserved

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Someone I Used to Know (Being Rewritten) by -_bumblebee_-

This story is currently being rewritten. You can find the new version on my account :) Deku left katsuki at a young age, leaving him depressed. Now older, he drifted away from everyone and started getting into fights. He hopes to, one day, find Deku again. Deku was forced to leave his best friend when he was younger. Now older and practically unstoppable, Deku is a vigilante. He's chased by police and heroes, and doesn't have much money to take care of himself. He doesn't feel like he can live anymore without Bakugou, all he wants is to die. contains: ~self harm~ ~depression/depressing thoughts~ ~suicidal thoughts/actions~ ~bakudeku~ ~kind of slow burn~ ~swearing~ ~bakugou singing~ ~mostly bakugou pov~ -if you don't like any of this, then don't read (how hard is that?) -Izuku's powers are based off of spiderman -I don't own my hero academia or any of the characters.

do you really love me? (suicidal deku x bakugo) by solo_17

deku. deku. deku. that's all he'll ever be, a deku. an idiot. a worthless piece of trash who belongs on the streets. who belongs in the ocean and deserves to die. he wants to fulfil his dream, make his dad proud. he also wants to die, to fulfil what he wants. kacchan. kacchan. kacchan. a person who's amazing. who deserves to be at the top. who deserves what he has. deku has been getting bullied by kacchan for years. he doesn't want to live. he won't admit it, but he loves it when he gets hurt. bullied. abused. starved. more. he deserves pain. he's sinned. he has a crush on kacchan. he hasn't made anyone proud. he hasn't done any good. he's a deku. warning!! •depression •anxiety •suicidal/suicide •cutting •gay •death •self doubt •more no smut! no quirks AU singer AU suicidal deku AU bakudeku i don't have an updating schedule so i'll update whenever don't hate! if you don't like it, please leave! :) i dont remember if it is or not but be warned from a year and a half from the last update its probably discontinued - only says completed so you can archive it 🚨CRINGE ASF IM SORRY - 2 years later me🚨

A Femboy To Rember by Animestorywriting

Izuku Midoriya is a boy that has gone through hell and back. He was bullied for not having a quirk all through middle school by his "best friend" Katsuki Bakugo. Then out of the blue, he gained a quirk. His quirk is called "Emotional Damage". It isn't as bad as it sounds. It just means that when someone is faced with torture or something similar to it you will gain a quirk. It's pretty rare so he doesn't use it much. This quirk allows the owner to have a certain thing happen to him based on his emotions. Deku had gone through a Femboy phase so he just goes with it now, no matter what people say or think and somehow got a harem along the way. He has grown mentally and physically tough so it's hard to get to his heart. Will his harem the consist of his classmates be able to break down the layers to this badass femboy's heart or not. We will see~ ⚠️CONTAINS⚠️ mentions of suicide,cursing and Femboy/Badass Deku cause why not 😗💅 ꕥᵈⁱˢᶜᵒⁿᵗⁱⁿᵘᵉᵈꕥ P . S : Please if you do not like the very heavy usage of misspelling, cursing , talk of suicide , Femboy Deku please exit this story . I wish to remind all that this book was created when I was younger and so I did not have much knowledge on the topic of story writing . The layout of the book changes from a stage play to heavy paragraphs so beware of that. But please enjoy my other recent books made with better writing and less spelling errors.

Teen Parents? by flower2240

'"Deku?" He blinked a few times and took in his surroundings. Right, he thought, Kacchan found me. It wouldn't be a bad thing if you didn't count the fact that he had a bag of all of his things and was just about to fall asleep in an alleyway.' Midoriya Izuku, a 14-year-old boy, has to learn how to navigate the world as a new father. It's more of a struggle then he thinks, especially with his former bully as his partner in the navigation. He doesn't know how to feel when he learns of his crush on the boy, especially now that he risks losing him due to hero training. Bakugou Katsuki could have just left him there, he knows, but something pushed past that and led to his former best friend sitting on the couch, explaining everything that happened to him. He doesn't know how to feel, especially when he learns that he's falling in love with the boy he'd previously bullied. He gets even more confused when he starts to love his daughter too, not knowing how he can handle being a partner, father, and hero in training all at once. **If you notice any errors please point them out! This story is not beta read and I can't search through the story myself**

$Guess Who //Villain Deku AU\\ by Takyio$

After realizing that Izuku couldn't be a hero he still never gave up. Not until he was told he couldn't be one from his all time favorite hero, All might. Deku had no reason to live anymore, he hated his life. He was even told to commit suicide by his childhood friend that he was madly in love with. His crush hated him. He was also going to UA, one of the top schools out there. His crush was going to leave him for a stupid school, His Kacchan was breaking up with him. ⚠🚨 I should probably make this clear before y'all ready ⚠🚨 This fan fiction may talk about heavy stuff such as: *suicide *sexual harassment (I mean serious!) *angst *smut *gore *extremely heavy language * and some homophobic (really just one line) Please, if anything makes you uncomfortable that is listed above read with caution! Please be safe children ⚠🚨 KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! This is my interpretation of how I believe this AU of mha would be. Bc of this I do not support the actions of some twisted characters! Again, this is a interpretation of how I think villian deku who like hero Bakugo would end up as!

Broken Mask by IdkyIamher

Deku got tired of hiding all of his emotions under a mask. Tired of keeping a smile on his face despite being constantly beaten up and ridiculed. He'd kept his mask up for so long that it was fragile as glass. The day it broke was a tragic one for his old "friend" and mother, but became a beautiful opportunity for him. The villains saved him. The villains were his family. The villains helped him put on a different mask. He was getting back at all the people who'd ridiculed him... or was he? I'll try to put trigger warnings on specific chapters, but here are some general triggers that will be in most/all of them: strong language(mainly just cussing), attempted suicide/suicide mention, depressed thoughts/actions Cover art: credit to BlueWolfArtista on deviantart! I will eventually try to make my own cover, but for now I'm using his. If you know that he doesn't want me to use his art, message/comment it and I will gladly take it down. I don't want to have it there if he's uncomfortable with it.

Do I Need Help? I depressed Deku x kacchan by miko_s_toilet

FINISHED I swear it gets good😭😭 It was his fault. Everything was his fault. His dad got abusive because of him. His best friend bullied him because of him. Deku hated himself. but maybe things will change...maybe it'll get better...or worse.... I'm done editing the story now, I hope I changed all the major issues. but damn, why was my plot twist so good?? and my descriptions are shit I know ⚠️TW⚠️ abusive dad swear words cutting depression suicide thoughts/ attemps and probably more idk btw I don't own any of these arts ¬-¬

|Love or hate?| Depressed Deku AU?| by Basilikum_

(This is my first story ever..so, sorry if it's bad..) Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya has always looked up to his childhood friend, Katsuki 'Kacchan' Bakugo. He has aspired to be him in so many ways but this caused unwanted feelings. The fact he could never be better than him. These only got worse after Bakugo started bullying him, soon developing into a serious matter.. ||This is a Bakudeku story|Warning: Mentions of self-harm, Suicide, and just other sensitive topics|| ------ Best ranking(s) so far: #1 In Depresseddeku (12/8/19) #19 in DepressedIzuku #5 in suicidal #2 in DekuxKacchan --------- /Two-person collaboration story. I wrote the Izuku parts and she wrote the Katsuki parts but we read over them together. Tank you for helping me, and sorry I didn't put this earlier •3•\ ---- Hehe, This has many typos I didn't notice before and I'm too lazy to edit it now. I mean some sentences are still readable tho so like 💅

F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku by trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, anxiety ⚠️I do NOT own any of the characters or pictures I used in this book. THIS IS A BAKUDEKU STORY, SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, LEAVE ____________________________________ Deku suffers from depression which is mostly caused by his child hood friend Bakugou Katsuki. At first he tried to avoid him but soon he found a liking in his male friend. Now Bakugou is trying his best to help Deku through life, but that's actually a really hard mission. Not everything goes well and Deku has his ups and downs. Will Deku be able to hold himself together? (oh and yes, they fall in love and all that stuff) ____________________________________ The triggering stuff starts in chapter 13/14. ____________________________________ Happy ending Hope you guys enjoy :D PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME ____________________________________ 🏅1 KatsuDeku || March 10th 2021 🏅11 Depression || March 25th 2021 🏅2 bokunoheroacademia || April 21st 2021

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This story is currently being rewritten. You can find the new version on my account :) Deku left katsuki at a young age, leaving him depressed. Now older, he drifted away from everyone and started getting into fights. He hopes to, one day, find Deku again. Deku was forced to leave his best friend when he was younger. Now older and practically unstoppable, Deku is a vigilante. He's chased by police and heroes, and doesn't have much money to take care of himself. He doesn't feel like he can live anymore without Bakugou, all he wants is to die. contains: ~self harm~ ~depression/depressing thoughts~ ~suicidal thoughts/actions~ ~bakudeku~ ~kind of slow burn~ ~swearing~ ~bakugou singing~ ~mostly bakugou pov~ -if you don't like any of this, then don't read (how hard is that?) -Izuku's powers are based off of spiderman -I don't own my hero academia or any of the characters.