Free! Has taken over my life.

Not a fanfic. I'm just trying to deal with the feels because I let things take over my mindset quickly (if that makes sense) and I seriously need to get these emotions out. I thought TeenWolf got yo me... Oh gosh was I wrong. I'm having what you could call an 'identity crisis' so, like, the emotions are killing me and my friends aren't in talking distance(or don't reply to txts) and no one around me at the moment cares about this shit so don't read if you don't care I'm seriously just gonna write exactly what's on my mind.
Important(ish?): ok if u have an insta go look through the pics on the account @Makooharu untill u find what looks like tumblr posts and read them. If u don't have insta and trust me you can comment ur email and I will send you the pics. It is something a person noticed about MakoHaru.
WARNING: MY MIND IS A FREAKING JUMBLED MESS AND I THINK AS IF I AM ACTUALLY ADDRESSING ANOTHER PERSON.