Growing Scars and Flowers - DISCONTINUED
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Last published Sat, Feb 22, 2020
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Rich never expected to live past the SQUIP. Life felt like a blur before, and it seems to only have gotten worse. He'd classify life as his biggest mistake and something that he'll never win. I mean, who would love some fire-scorched, depressed, mentally and physically scarred teen?
Michael Mell had never expected to fall for his ex-bully. But when he first looked in Rich's eyes full of nervous, regretful, and pained tears. He knew at that moment that he never wanted to leave him ever again. And when everything goes down, they'll be in it together; for all the scars and all the blooming times.
⚠️ Trigger Warning- this book contains self-harm, suicidal thoughts/actions, eating disorders, abuse, and the likes- reader discretion is advised!!
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