Oneshot based off of Sam Smith's song, Stay With Me. // That was the thing about Ed, he could break my heart a million times, and each time, I’d pick up the pieces and put them back in his hands. I knew better than to stay and wait around for him to wake, rub the hangover from his eyes, and open them to see me in front of him, the girl who’d made him into this version of himself. He would feel guilty, he would take my hand in his and kiss it and apologize as if his very life depended on it, he would beg and plead me to come back, I knew he would. I also knew that I wouldn’t be able to fight it, he was very convincing, but I couldn’t do the same thing that had broken me once. I pried myself up from his inked arms as gently as I could, and he made an annoyed little sound into the pillow that made my heart break, it was almost like he knew. If I was going to come back into his life, and try again, it couldn’t be like this. //