Joel Smallbone has a secret...And he can't, or chooses not to tell anyone, not even his family, what he's dealing with. From the outside, he seems to have the perfect life. He's part of one of the biggest Christian bands, For King And Country, he has a large, loving family, and he has a beautiful, caring wife... Or so it seems. His marriage is falling apart, and it has been for quite some time. It started falling apart not long after their honeymoon, and has been ever since. Nobody sees what he's dealing with, and nobody would believe him, even if he told them. God only knows what he's going through, and how its killing him. God only knows how to reach him, and how to find him... But there's a kind of love that God only knows.