For better or worse (Dave East & IamErickaJ)
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(Strong theme and mature content. Mentions suicide, rape violence and drugs.)
Ka'naryi is a 19 yr old girl who has a mother as drug addict nd drunk. One day her whole life changes with the help of a special someone. He makes her feel like the most perfect girl in the world but will he pass life affect her decisions and affect her mindset.
Will he turn her life around or make it worse?
Will her pass fuxk with her future?
Read to find out!!!!
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