the lonely feeling
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Huling na-publish Wed, Sep 16, 2020
This "story" is created during my darkest hours, when I don't know what to do with myself. Instead of keeping the confused feelings to myself I write here.
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My Thoughts ♡
Just a random girl who has a shattered life 🫂 I post almost daily and if not I'm sorry for not being so active. Just keep a little patience and I'll be back with some awesome content ✧ About me: A girl who has picture perfect love but somehow ends up getting her heart broken ♛ What made me want to write? Wanted to make other people feel that they're not alone with all these messed up feelings ✿
Septiplier AU A message to the wrong username leads to romance. --- This story will contain strong language, as well as mentions of suicide and vivid depictions of self harm. Please do not read this story if that will offend or trigger you in any way! I do not own Mark or Jack! I am not in any way affiliated with them, or YouTube, either. The original story idea is mine, the format is not. They are in their early twenties rather than late and not everything is factual.
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