After You | Part 2
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A unexpected sequel to 'When There Was Me And You'
This is the phase of moving of after you have loved with all of yourself, and felt a heartbroken mess at the end with only pain surrounding you. Yet still you have felt a tug at your heart because you deserve better. That is when you acknowledged and accepted that you deserve better so you decided you would stop giving yourself away and put your life and your existence first.
This book shows you the struggle of doing that. 'When there was me and you' is part 1 to this story, ending where I thought I was finally happy again and ready to live my life for me leaving my toxic love in the past. 'After you' shows you the struggles I never expected to experience but I did. First love AND a one sided love is not easy to get out of but this book is the motivation to be strong. This is the reminder that you will fall weak but make yourself strong, keep moving on. This is the message that will tell you, you have to win in the end. You will be a more brighter and beautiful you when you achieve becoming firm in your goal. So pick yourself up and don't give up.
There are notes in the end of the poems which is where I have come back after years after I wrote these, to motivate you to keep going because I have experienced the light at the end of the tunnel and I am evidence to the fact that everything gets better in due time. I hope you start to believe you will reach the end of the tunnel too. I'm rooting for you.
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