(Note: Date set back in 2017, months after Hwarang: The Poet Warrior Youth was finished.)
"Fat."
"Worthless."
"Ugly."
"Stupid."
"Fuck off."
"Kill yourself!"
These are only a few of the numerous, uncountable comments I've received my entire life. On every one of my social media posts: Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, Snapchat... you name it.
Being overweight and... fat makes it harder to fit in and move around. I should know. I've been pushed around, slipping over my own two feet with no one bothering to help me up long enough to.
By now, I should be used to all of these comments about my weight, even ones threatening me to "kill myself". However, what hurts the most... is that no one believes I am my brother's sibling.
"You're too fat and ugly to be Seo-joon oppa's sister!"
Park Seo-joon. Famous South Korean actor best known for his roles in k-dramas such as She Was Pretty, Fight for My Way, Hwarang: The Poet Warrior Youth, and Kill Me, Heal Me.
He's my oppa.
Who am I?
My name is Park Hyun-Jae. Sister of Seo-joon, one unnamed older brother, and one unnamed younger brother. Everyone else in South Korea believes I'm not Seo-joon's sister... but I am.
But really, in my---and everyone's---eyes, I'm just his shadow.
Forever alone, unknown, unwanted, unable to make a name for myself.
Maybe it's better... if I just... disappeared...
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[WARNING: Depression (?) (at beginning), Strong language (+sexual scenes and nudity if Author-nim intends to add any~ {most likely will be added later on in story}; will give warnings though)]
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is my first ever story on Wattpad, so please bear with me. I don't intend to offend anyone. I'd like for positive comments on this, please. As for the cover, I was only able to use a BTS vertical picture, but feel free to volunteer to create a cover! Story is all fiction, so please keep in mind. Thank you for reading!
(UPDATES ARE WHENEVER I CAN, PLEASE DON'T RUSH ME!)
❝ALL MY TROUBLES ON A BURNING PILE
ALL LIT UP AND I START TO SMILE.❞
MIGUEL DIAZ X FEM!OC
SEASON 1 - 6
crownsmist, 2022
cover by @norasnetflix
spanish & french translations are in my reading lists!