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Caged Instinct

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Parts 8
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Reads 238
Votes 22
Parts 8
Time 54m

Mature

Self love, Self finding, Mystery, Fantasy, Short Story 

I've tried, to be happy, to forget, but it's hard 
when there's nothing to be happy about
and it's hard when it's impossible to forget.

The pain stays, and I let it. 
Days become impossible. 
It's never ending. 
All I want is for it to stop. 
So I can be alone, again. 

It's a mystery how I can still laugh, 
How I can put on this act 
It's been a while 
And I forget how long I've been faking 

How can I become real again? 
How can I find me? 
In a dream, it's what I need, it's what I've wanted, 
so how do I make it, reality? 
How do I get out of this trap, that keeps me, 
From being happy.All Rights Reserved

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