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A young actress navigates the politics of Hollywood in pursuit of a coveted role, all the while dealing with a double life, family, addiction and romance. 

...later that night as i rubbed cocoa butter into my skin, i made a list of things i would do to get the part. ANYTHING. 
you see, i need this part in this movie, it's the one that will make me a BIG STAR. ok, i kind of already am a celebrity but that's all another story. thing is my life's a little crazy right now & there's so much stuff standing in the way. there's FAMILY- of course & then the boyfriend, i'm not sure about that, we'll see. also, i also have this little PILL HABIT, it's just little, really  (kind of a secret), then top it all off with some MIND CONTROL but i don't know about that or do i? 
it's so confusing, all rabbit holes & no rainbows, but the sacrifices- it's worth it, right? Because i want to be a star, i really do. 
i think.

** This story contains child abuse, sexual assault, drug use, murder and thoughts of suicide. A dark story intended for mature audiences.


The story is meant to be read as is, small case was done as a stylistic mode. I notice especially the letter i as in myself reverted to a capital so i will be fixing that. I will be doing another check to find any typos which after a million edits, still appear. 

Although people have noticed similarities in some of the characters to real people I like to be clear that I first published this story in May of 2016, a couple years before  the Weinstein scandal and the #metoo movement.All Rights Reserved

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✅ COMPLETE Kalel has lost both parent's in New York City's World Trade Center. His mother worked in building two and his father worked in the World Financial Center. At seventeen he claimed both of their dead body's from the NYC morgue. With his 18th birthday three weeks away Kalel not only has a double funeral's to plan but he is in the middle of a custody battle with the city of New York to maintain custody of his ten year old sister Amanda. Once Kalel goes to court he is told he must get and maintain gainful employment. How and where can an eighteen year old work paying enough to care for himself, his sister and pay off the last five year's left on the mortgage for the family home willed to he and his sister? One day while jogging in the park a woman offer's him a job as a janitor. When Kalel show's up for the position is he there for his cleaning skill, or his pipe game and what's in his Grey Sweat pant's? Will Kalel get caught in a racy life of sex, lies and deceit? Will he do what it takes to get his sister back? Grey sweat pant's is a story of a desperate boy who is quickly ushered into the world of being a grown ass man shaking what his mama gave him in those GRAY SWEAT PANT'S Grab ya glass this entanglement is guaranteed to take you on a sexy thriller ride! Also check out by Blk Qween https://www.wattpad.com/story/278623753?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=BlkQween&wp_originator=TM0iTT16y1VgsrSevbxFemqHaGUY0ft13YV4Msu%2FXU0qEtSGVDPRhdVsQV60bTwXwatYuXpxqoO7lEQ8eMlBpSxn10A2u9GzKcwJZq5tUb2IMKDPw4EMvoRrLBTeXYIU