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Ongoing, Unang na-publish Sep 04, 2019
"Kuya, Define Letting go." 

Tumingin siya saakin na may halong pag-aalala sa kanyang mata.

"Cal, bakit mo naman yan natanong?"

Alam ko na sa pagkakasalita niya ng pangungusap na iyan, gusto niya akong yakapin at hindi na pakawalan pa.

"Nothing. Just asking. Pumasok lang bigla sa aking isipan." 

Mukhang hindi ito kumbinsido sa aking sinabi kaya nginitian ko ito ng matamis.

"Promise. I won't let go. Not now. Not until I saw him happy." 

Wala na itong nagawa kaya sinagot niya ang aking tanong.

"Cal, letting go is to come up in a realization that some people are part of your history. Not your destiny."

Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya. Maybe I should realize na may mga taong hindi nakatakda sayo. Mga taong pinagtagpo lang saiyo pero hindi talaga mag-iistay sayo. At jan papasok ang letting go.

"Thank you kuya. I'm tired. I guess magpapahinga na ako."
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