Our Suicidal Thoughts
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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Fri, Apr 10, 2020
Lia is done with all of it. Done with everything you could ever imagine. But really she's just alone inside, and there is only so much loneliness a person can take. So much emptiness a person can handle. What if she crosses paths with someone who knows exactly how she feels someone who completes her heart, someone who shared her suicidal thoughts. Someone she can never let go of?
* a lot of depressing stuff in this book so plz prepare yourself*
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