A supposedly perfect life
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Last published Wed, May 25, 2022
Kirishima Zen a 20 y\o university student who seems to have it all, The hottest girl on campus, a loving family, popular and at the top of his class. All in all a perfect life, until he arrived, Yokozawa Takafumi the new transfer student who transferred right before the exams. When he first saw Yokozawa's eyes. The moment he looked into them and saw all the walls he built, his insides twitched with something unknown.
He just can't seem to ignore the pained and broken soul he sees through Yokozawa's eyes
Can kirishima stick the pieces of this broken soul back together or will it break beyond repair.
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self-harm, depression, bad language, rape and sexual content
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