I Wish I Could Live
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Vance Andersson. A living 16 years old kid who decided to stop being a living creature with his own way. Living with traumas from the past, depression and as a social outcast, his life is a torture that he had been trying to escape.
Hansel Adams. A living school golden boy who was secretly living with a deadly disease, saved Vance from his attempt
While Vance was trying to end his life, Hansel was trying to survive. They had crossed pathways and the opposite way of life. Life then decided them to meet in the middle. Both had one thing in common that leads them into one thing they're wishing for.
They both had their whole life taken away and wanted them back.
With Hansel's remained time and Vance's despair, they made a deal to find happiness and the meaning of their life,
By learning how to live the life that they deserved.
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Contains mentions of self-harming and suicide.
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