Born to Suffer
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[suffering because of w.b.] 'The battle-line between good and evil runs through the heart of every man'
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Does it? Really?
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The rules that are carved into every heart.
The rules that should never break.
Those rules are crumbling. And so is he..
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The boy that was made then discarded..
The boy that was taken in then thrown away..
The boy that only knows how to hide behind a smile..
The boy that is lost..
The boy that cry's alone...
That same boy, who is not what he appears to be..
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Living by the rules carved into his heart with venom..
Because it's what he knows and what he believes..
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Hurt..? Keep smiling..
Boys..? Can't cry..
Happiness..? Is torture..
Friends..? Are enemies..
The world..? Is hell..
Death..? A sanctuary..
Family..? Doesn't exist
Lost..? Stay that way..
Alone..? Deserve to be..
Broken..? Keep it inside..
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