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Born to Suffer

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canibuyturtleseeds

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badboy boysdontcry desperatetobelong forbiddenlove lies lockedupemotions mentalhealthproblems mystery negativeemotionpileup policexcriminal ptsd romance secretsleadtobetrayal singlemistake thylifeisbutalie trust-issues truth vaemon

[suffering because of w.b.] 'The battle-line between good and evil runs through the heart of every man' 

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Does it? Really? 

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The rules that are carved into every heart.

The rules that should never break.

Those rules are crumbling. And so is he.. 

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The boy that was made then discarded.. 
The boy that was taken in then thrown away.. 
The boy that only knows how to hide behind a smile.. 
The boy that is lost.. 
The boy that cry's alone... 
That same boy, who is not what he appears to be..

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Living by the rules carved into his heart with venom.. 

Because it's what he knows and what he believes..

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Hurt..? Keep smiling.. 
Boys..? Can't cry.. 
Happiness..? Is torture.. 
Friends..? Are enemies.. 
The world..? Is hell..
Death..? A sanctuary..
Family..? Doesn't exist
Lost..? Stay that way..
Alone..? Deserve to be..
Broken..? Keep it inside..All Rights Reserved

badboy boysdontcry desperatetobelong forbiddenlove lies lockedupemotions mentalhealthproblems mystery negativeemotionpileup policexcriminal ptsd romance secretsleadtobetrayal singlemistake thylifeisbutalie trust-issues truth vaemon

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