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Born to Suffer

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Parts 31
Time 8h 21m

canibuyturtleseeds

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badboy boysdontcry desperatetobelong forbiddenlove lies lockedupemotions mentalhealthproblems mystery negativeemotionpileup policexcriminal ptsd romance secretsleadtobetrayal singlemistake thylifeisbutalie trust-issues truth vaemon

[suffering because of w.b.] 'The battle-line between good and evil runs through the heart of every man' 

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Does it? Really? 

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The rules that are carved into every heart.

The rules that should never break.

Those rules are crumbling. And so is he.. 

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The boy that was made then discarded.. 
The boy that was taken in then thrown away.. 
The boy that only knows how to hide behind a smile.. 
The boy that is lost.. 
The boy that cry's alone... 
That same boy, who is not what he appears to be..

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Living by the rules carved into his heart with venom.. 

Because it's what he knows and what he believes..

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Hurt..? Keep smiling.. 
Boys..? Can't cry.. 
Happiness..? Is torture.. 
Friends..? Are enemies.. 
The world..? Is hell..
Death..? A sanctuary..
Family..? Doesn't exist
Lost..? Stay that way..
Alone..? Deserve to be..
Broken..? Keep it inside..All Rights Reserved

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