Long Awaited Freedom
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Last published Sun, Aug 26, 2012
I'm tired of all the damage I'm doing. I keep hurting people, even those close to me. All I do is push people to their limits. They keep forgiving me, and they keep putting up with me. But, I don't want them to have to do that. I want to be someone who is nice, kind, and caring. Someone who helps and fixes, rather than, someone who hates and breaks. Over the summer I am going to change who I am. I am going to be that someone I want. With the help of my closest friends, I think I just may be able to change before the summer's end. But, this is not going to be easy, I'm going to be taking on the worst thing I could possibly face; myself.
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