JFC I FINALLY RESET THE PASSWORD AND GOT IN HERE I was thinking of deleting everything from here but honestly... it doesn't have my name on it and it's kind of anonymous so I think I'll just leave it up as it is. It's not in a notebook or on paper so this way I can go back here and see how awkward little 12-15 year old me was trying to navigate the internet for the first time ever and being really embarrassing about it for everyone to see. Wow I wish I could go back to him and say, "go to therapy!!! be yourself! don't write weird things about real life people!! also, ur a dude and ur gay so that's why u feel like this!"