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SHANA

yu_sortofwritesstuff

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Reads 25
Votes 13
Parts 6
Time 46m

yu_sortofwritesstuff

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attemptedsuicide bị death depression fear fiction gay girlxgirl lgbtpride love mindofateen queer secrets selfdiscovery teenager wattys

A story of a queer teenager battling depression secretly. 

"...you can't just throw your life like this. I feel the pain, we all do. But this isn't you. Just think of what she'd have done if she were here. Just please don't do this to m- "
I can barely hear him as he tries to fight away his sobs but fails miserably. I've never seen him cry this way before. But it's probably how he does it now.

I don't know him anymore.
 
And here it comes. It's kicking in. I can feel my eyelids getting heavier by the minute as the room gets darker. This is it.

 GOODBYE WORLD.All Rights Reserved

attemptedsuicide bị death depression fear fiction gay girlxgirl lgbtpride love mindofateen queer secrets selfdiscovery teenager wattys

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If I Try (Lesbian Story) by Balueyes

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Likewise, We're Insane (GXG) by so_tell_me_dear

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