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SHANA

yu_sortofwritesstuff

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Reads 25
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Parts 6
Time 46m

yu_sortofwritesstuff

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attemptedsuicide bị death depression fear fiction gay girlxgirl lgbtpride love mindofateen queer secrets selfdiscovery teenager wattys

A story of a queer teenager battling depression secretly. 

"...you can't just throw your life like this. I feel the pain, we all do. But this isn't you. Just think of what she'd have done if she were here. Just please don't do this to m- "
I can barely hear him as he tries to fight away his sobs but fails miserably. I've never seen him cry this way before. But it's probably how he does it now.

I don't know him anymore.
 
And here it comes. It's kicking in. I can feel my eyelids getting heavier by the minute as the room gets darker. This is it.

 GOODBYE WORLD.All Rights Reserved

attemptedsuicide bị death depression fear fiction gay girlxgirl lgbtpride love mindofateen queer secrets selfdiscovery teenager wattys

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Take Me With You, I Wanna Feel Better by thinkwaymore

Ronica's pov: Her black long hair, her dark brown eyes, her smooth soft flawless skin, her skin colour like vanilla ice-cream, her fingers smelt like raspberry when she put my hair aside my face, her eyelashes were pretty long and dark, her nose in the perfect shape, her lips the most glossy and pink thing on earth. Her chubby cheeks. Oh God she's perfect. Allisia's pov: her brownish chocolaty skin that melts me for her, her black eyes are like a forest with hidden souls, her hair were purest black, silky long, like waves in an ocean, her eyebrows were perfectly designed, her acne made her more gorgeous, she was perfect like her. *Sadness And Love All Around*

If I Try (Lesbian Story) by Balueyes

My life in ruins, this is where I'm at currently. I was living a lie, lying to people and most importantly to myself. You can act straight all you want, you can try to convince yourself that, but no matter how hard you try. The truth is always revealed. What did I do? I stroked her face, and told her she was still beautiful, then I bent down and kissed her. One of those soft, yet deep, gut wrenching, I'll always love you, but I have to let you go, goodbye kisses. Then I rested my forehead on hers and closed my eyes. I saw the past that we had, all of the memories we had together, I took them in, I felt the feelings again, I processed them. Then I saw the dreams that we dreamed for our future, I saw all of our plans that we made, I felt them, I felt the pain of what would never be, and then I released it all. I didn't realize I was sobbing until I felt her hand graze over the tears. I opened my eyes, blinked away the tears I had left, and smiled. She returned my smile. We knew at that point that no matter what happened, we would be ok.............. This is my struggle, this is my journey. Join me for the ride, but make sure you wear your helmet.

Save Me by Susurrations

"I was lost in a world of sex and drugs and boys, until he came along. It kind of hit me by surprise, how easily I fell in love with him. To everyone but him, I was just a heartless bastard. Maybe they were right about me. Maybe I couldn't be saved. People have died trying, after all, and their blood was on my hands. But maybe, just maybe... I could still be saved. (3rd book in the FM Trilogy)

Life After Death by BrinaGirlie99

Imagine this: you're a teenage girl who doesn't have the greatest life. Your parents are alcoholic and abusive and at school you get bullied. Of course no one wants to live that nightmare. Sadly is this Selena's reality. She's been fighting a daily battle for years hoping for chance. No such luck, in fact things have only gotten worse. This time she can't go on anymore. She sees no other way out than taking her own life. Don't worry though, this isn't gonna be a dark and depressing story because little does Selena know there's an unexpected twist...

Venessa by purplequ33n

"I love you." He whispered in my ear and gently kissed my shoulder blade. After kissing my neck thoroughly, he brought his lips back to mine. He gently bit the corner of my lips and swooped his tongue over it, soothingly. His hands working behind me, as he slowly unzipped my dress and I started unbuttoning his shirt. He pressed his lower body to mine, making me aware of his arousal. Soon, we were under the sheets, naked. Making love to each other, over and over again. . . . . And it was the moon, that witnessed us, entangled in limbs. 🌟 3rd rank ~ #Novela (06 Jan 2021) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 【 18+ warning. Mature content】 {Suitable audience recommend] This is more of a character building novel♥️ With a lot of romance & some triggering events. If you're uncomfortable, please don't continue reading it.🙂

I've Met You Once Before by flowerr-crowns

Even from far away, all I could see was you. "Who is who?" Derek asked, unfazed, sipping on the remainder of his protein shake from class. "Her." I didn't point to you, to avoid being too obvious, so I nodded my head in the most subtle way. "Laughing, smiling. Do you see her?" "The girl with the guy hanging off of her who's clearly her boyfriend? I think he plays on the varsity team. She's probably a cheerleader." I pretty much ignored everything he said. I didn't care. I was already too far gone and into you. "I have to have her." He must have found that incredibly hilarious because he almost choked on the remainder of his protein shake. "Good luck, kid." "What?" I took my eyes off of you for a second and gave Derek a look. "You can't picture it?" "How blinded by her are you right now?" He waved his hand in front of my face and I pushed it away as he attempted to connect the dots for me again. "I repeat: cheerleader, guy, out of your fucking league." "Hey, let's not make assumptions now. She could be into girls and not even know it. Oh my god, she just smiled at me. Did you see that? Were you looking?" I was in love with you the second you walked into my sight. "There's a lot going on in this vicinity," he laughed and I shoved him as he taunted me. "Jerk. I'm gonna talk to her."

Letting Him In by _darkaesthetic_

Many people think that the hardships faced in one's childhood can make you stronger. Elijah thinks that's complete crap. After a childhood that consisted of regular trips to the hospital, Elijah ended up with overprotective parents and an endless stream of pitying glances everywhere he went. Now, finally in his senior year, he wants to forget his past and have a good time; but life seems to have other plans for him. So when a certain star quarterback enters his life, will Elijah finally be ready to let someone new in, also while grappling with the fact that he might be sick once again? ___________________________________________ TW- Cancer, mentions of abuse/domestic violence, mentions of drugs and anxiety, some mature language. This book mainly involves cancer from the trigger warnings; however the others are mentioned in the book. Just want to make sure noone gets triggered by any topics in here. For those of you who are giving my book a chance, thanks alot! <3

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

Likewise, We're Insane (GXG) by so_tell_me_dear

He betrayed and faked to be fully gay to possibly get in my pants. She left me for a girl she met on a trip. And to think my life was actually GOOD. Aside from my crazy bitch of a sister and mother, of course. But then so, who could blame me for trying to commit suicide? Who could blame me for fucking trying to die? At first all this was regret. Then she came along, in our beautiful dorm in the mental hospital.

Will it be ok? by Saskia_Is_here

Dealing with depression is hard, but what's harder is the people around you don't notice and play it off as you are lazy. 15 year old, Hazel had been dealing with depression, anxiety, and self-harm. Life had gone downhill ever since her father had taken his own life. Her best friend, Penelope, had noticed these signs and made it her entire mission to help her. 《🎀🌸🤍📙🍊》 Or Two best friends, Hazel and Penelope, navigate a world of pain and despair from losing someone they love. They learn that having each other was important but Hazel learns how to deal with her issues while Penelope is there to hold her in this situation. 《🎀🌸🤍📙🍊》 Obvious Disclamer: Depression, anxiety attacks, and self-harm, so if those themes aren't good for you, then don't read

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Take Me With You, I Wanna Feel Better cover

If I Try (Lesbian Story) cover

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Take Me With You, I Wanna Feel Better

Ronica's pov: Her black long hair, her dark brown eyes, her smooth soft flawless skin, her skin colour like vanilla ice-cream, her fingers smelt like raspberry when she put my hair aside my face, her eyelashes were pretty long and dark, her nose in the perfect shape, her lips the most glossy and pink thing on earth. Her chubby cheeks. Oh God she's perfect. Allisia's pov: her brownish chocolaty skin that melts me for her, her black eyes are like a forest with hidden souls, her hair were purest black, silky long, like waves in an ocean, her eyebrows were perfectly designed, her acne made her more gorgeous, she was perfect like her. Sadness And Love All Around