Broken Walls
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Last published Sun, Nov 22, 2015
He was depressed...He hid it well..he believed no one cared about him..he always wore a smile and laughed and he thought he was happy.
But everytime he would be reminded late at night that he wasnt happy..his thoughts were always there waiting to creep in...all those thoughts just waiting till he was alone they came strong he felt as if he was suffocating from his thoughts. He felt like the only way to escape his thoughts was to cut everyone out.
He didnt believe that this made his depression worse but it did. He hid his secret well all it took was a smile and his normal laugh. Everyone thought he was happy. He thought it was funny how a simple smile could hide so much pain and no one would notice. He felt as though he couldnt take another blow to his heart and he was right...all it took was one last insult to shred this boy to pieces.
Thats all it took for him to
want to end it all.
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