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Last published Thu, Sep 26, 2019
your 19 looking for a job in the music industry. you find yourself in an awkward situation with shawn but end up becoming friends. maybe even more than friends...
!WARNING! there will definitely be smut so before you get all excited and read this, just know if you get uncomfortable with that type of stuff, please do not read... well at least the chapter that has it. you have been warned...
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