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I Really Wish You'd Love Me

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A fanfiction inspired by the new blink-182 song entitled: I Really Wish I Hated You. This is basically a fanfic involving a love triangle between Mark, Matt, and Tom. Mark can't get Tom out of his head lately and starts to want him back. Mark has been secretly longing to be with Mark for 4 years. What shall unfold? Read to find out! Also, this is the first time I have written anything for over a year and a half. I went through a lot of mental health issues and healing. I'm still not where I want to be but I am sure better than what I was. Please read this, even if you aren't a blink fan, I'm sure it still may be interesting! I'm really sorry though if it sucks, I haven't written in so long and I never considered myself a good writer before that. Please help me by leaving some feedback! Enjoy!(also I know Tom may seem like a dick in this but remember kids don't take it to heart I don't think of him as this way and I'm sure the guys wouldn't hold such animosity towards him, its just a fic, I still like the big guy even though he's no longer part of blink)All Rights Reserved

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A spark of life [BxB] by Nettyna96

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ROTTMNT × M! Depressed Reader by matt_is_dead

!STORY IS UNFINISHED AND WILL NO LONGER BE UPDATED! You and your friends go to an anime / comic / sci-fi convention, you meet the turtles, depression ensues. Kind of a vent fic, and pretty angsty. This will touch on some sensitive topics, there'll be trigger warnings at the beginning of each chapter. The main character will be a man and pronouns used will be he/him, also trans friendly with no direct descriptions of the mc's body. All of the turtles will be love interests and I'll try to write separate endings for all of them + some additional endings. So, I started writing this while I was hyperfixating on rottmnt and going through a rough time. Now I'm invested and pretty proud of what I wrote so I decided to upload it, can't promise regular uploads but I'll try to update as much as I can!

Plan Of Seduction by bl_principito

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