I look back at my old notes and cards and everything from you and they are just pieces of paper, they dont mean anything to anyone right? Well those little pieces of paper mean the world to me They mean I once had you, and you once loved me And they give me some hope that u loved me before Then you can do it again right? I'm afraid that i'll end up alone. i'm scared that i'm always gunna be the sister or the friend or the confidant, never quite somebodys everything. i'm scared that i'll never find a guy that i'll love as much as *I love you* There's so much I can't say when I look in your eyes, I'm worried you'll reject me, and hurt my foolish pride, Each day this love grows stronger but I could never let you know, There is so much behind my smile, that I could never show, I'd hold you for a lifetime if you would let me in, I’d love you like no other, but you don't understand, Every time I see you, your holding on to her, The pains like a knife, cutin' deep in my soul, So I'll dream of us together of just how it could be and all that you are will remain a silent part of me. -----FEEL FREE TO PLAY THE SONG WHILE READING :) -----