He was sleeping next to me, I was scared of him, because at home He was my husband , to the world he was business tycoon , To the men in the underworld he was the king. I was scared to be with him but above all that he was handsome, he was hot and smart. I was scared that he might kill me , I was scared that he might ruined my life . I was scared to sleep next to him because every time he touches me it feels he is killing me, every time he does that I wanted to yell "STAY AWAY FROM ME, YOU RAPIST". its hard to keep my self in control. There is always someone keeping an eye on me. I can't eat, sleep and breath without his permission . I have to tell him what I am doing every time every minutes. it's like " I am prisoner " .(It's hard right, I know that how my life begins and guess what it was only the beginning) (evil smile )..