This is a collab with Jinphany! Go check her out on her amazing fanfictions and beautiful edits!! Rachel And Namjoon have been best friends since forever. They would always be together every where they go. Its rare to see them separated until one day. Namjoon wanted to pursue his dreams as a kpop idol. Rachel and their family was very supportive of Namjoon. Luckily, Namjoon got accepted and flew off to korea. Rachel on the other hand suffered from a disease called hanahaki. There are only two cures. One is to have surgery, taking away all your emotions, leaving you empty forever. Secondly, your lover loves you back and you'll be free from the disease. Will Rachel make the the right decision? Will Namjoon love her back? Or will Rachel suffer forever?