You are my loser (Rusame or Amerus) (Countryhumans)
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  • Reads 12,193
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  • Parts 12
  • Time 1h 15m
Ongoing, First published Sep 09, 2019
Mature
*Updated description on 5/11/2020*

Two different people. Two sides of a coin but, the same side of the coin at the same time. One may have a good family but, hides those dark feelings and is misjudged in school.   Making it harder for him to trust anyone and lock his feelings deep away.  

The other popular and seems to be the dream person you want. Athletic, smart, and very friendly. That is just half of their life however, the other half is spent hiding behind closed doors while being yelled at.  Pressured into being the perfect child, the golden boy. 

When everything comes crashing down, how will the two interact? When their deepest feelings are revealed will it bring them closer? Standing side by side they will face their demons and perhaps will something blossom between them? 

*IMPORTANT*
This story will contain mature topics and face things that some  people can not handle. If anything makes you uncomfortable you are free to stop reading this story or skip over said part. This story will face topics such as suicidal thoughts, attempts, self harm, bullying, and even rape at some points.  Hope you guys enjoy my story. 
(Also, America is top in this story, sorry not sorry)
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