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Alfie's Ideals (Finished)

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Reads 1,215
Votes 40
Parts 32
Time 4h 42m

"It takes a lot of effort to remember someone's name.", said the pessimist who sees himself as a realist.

Alfie's Ideals is a story about a young boy who has been experiencing his youth on a self-judgemental view due to how society viewed him. And just then, he eventually reunites with his shy, but caring childhood friend Theresa whom he met in the past. The two of them shared a special connection back then, but was separated due to a certain tragedy that happened. And that very same tragedy brought him amnesia.

Will he finally learn self-love? To forgive himself for being a 'failure' in the past? Or will he never stop judging himself for seeing himself as a 'mediocre human being'? 

His peculiar ideology effects on how he does on school and life greatly. And he has yet to accomplish his mysterious ideals as he faces his disillusion towards society which brought him his inner conflict.All Rights Reserved

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