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Этим летом я стоял под звездопадом и плакал, в который раз не разобравшись в себе. А перед этим - вёл тетрадь, в которой записывал глупые, бессвязные мысли подростка, стремящегося убежать от реальности. Ради сочувствующего интереса или праздного любопытства, приоткройте эту тетрадь. Быть может, её страницы покажутся вам знакомыми, а мысли на них... постойте-ка, не ваши ли они?All Rights Reserved

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AVOCADO "Even though it's killing me. It will be okay." by Vieve-

Caspian POV I visited Sister Alisha at the church. We talked a little about everything that had happened, and then she handed me Sol's diary. Afterward, I walked home and went to my bedroom. Opening the diary, I read it, my eyes swelling as I read the last page of my dear Sol's diary. September 16, 2019 Dear Diary, I'm truly in love with Caspian. I know it sounds crazy. He's so..... complicated. Perhaps I'm setting myself up for disappointment, or chasing an impossible dream-I want to marry him. My Caspian is sunshine hidden behind clouds; I'm determined to be the one to clear the way, to let his inner light shine. I want to bring him joy, to show him beauty, to make him smile. He's a lost star, and I'll be his guiding light, even if it means getting burned. I see his hidden hope, and I have to try, even if it hurts, to show him the beauty he deserves. I won't give up I know it's a long shot. He doesn't even seem to notice me and love me, But I can't help but hope. I can't help but believe that maybe, just maybe, he'll see the light in me, too. Maybe he'll see that I'm the one who can bring his sun out. I can't give up on him, or on us. I have to be his light, even if it's just for a moment. please just gave me one more chance one more life to be his light in his dark life. Caspian my love, I can't take it anymore. I can't keep pretending that I'm okay with this. I can't keep watching you walk away, leaving me behind in the dust. I'm drowning in this love for you, a love that burns hotter than the sun, a love that consumes me. I know you'll never feel the same way, but I have to say it. I love you! with every beat of my heart I really really love you, even though it's tearing me apart. I love you, even though it's killing me. It will be okay.

BARROW ME A SHELTER by Kymorgan

-Look at me! Look at my body and don't you dare to lie and say that is normal. People look at me like I was a disease, a contagious disease who gets attached to you, like a virus, travels through your body burns your hope, range shots your dreams, massacre your faith and your mental health. A virus that makes people gossip, whisper about everything. Your clothes size, your stretched skin, the amount of fat that you carry every where you go. You don't know what Is is like to live as I do. This virus eats me alive , makes me crave and urge for food , while I have my face buried in the toilet , throwing up , eating back, exercise and control. You can't love me, you can't love something like me, ans i know. It's a nightmare that crawls up my mind in pure day light. _____________________________________ He needed to met the next sunset in hopes he would starve to death or find the end of the road to a Clift, where his body could be found at the end of the tale that was written to be his life, however his tale couldn't end there, where his fears would be transported to the next life and hunt him for eternity.forced to find a placed after escaping death, at this new journey he found the healing his body, mind, soul needed, so did she.

Childhood Sweethearts by LaurenJ22

#1 Teen Fiction | #1 Young Adult | #1 Romance "We all need someone to drive us mad." - The Wombats. He stared arrogantly down at me, a smirk plastered across his face. I sneered up at him with distaste, wanting to wrap my fingers around his neck and strangle that smirk off of him. He brushed my golden hair from my face, his long, slender fingers sparking electricity in my skin, making my knees wobble together. "Will you ever, forgive me?" he whispered huskily, his eyes intently staring into mine. His face was only mere inches from me. I just needed to reach out a little further to kiss him... "Yeah. Over my dead body." I snapped, before throwing my arms out forcefully, shoving my hands into his chest, pushing him from me. -*-*-*- He, is Carter Williams. I, am Lacey Adams. We were once, inseparable. The 'Golden Couple'. The unbreakable best friends, that everybody envied. Nothing could get between us. A part from being tighter than white on rice, we updated our status from friends to being in a relationship, frequently. We were neighbours, which meant our families were all close and even co-owned houses around our town. This, all is, until the day of my sixteenth birthday. Everything changed. The loving relationship we shared, was severed and torn apart. I couldn't hardly stand to look at him any more, without spitting fire that is. Every day is torture being around him. He was in all my classes at school and the window in my room was even directly aligned with his. So, what happens? My mother's mum gets sick, so dad and her fly out. Just them. Leaving me to stay with Carter and his parents, who are never home. We would be alone. In one house. Under the same roof. If I was insane before, I have no idea what I am now. © 2016 by LaurenJ22. All rights reserved.

ℑ 𝔖𝔱𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲 by Strawbeary-Loaf

ᵞᴬᴺᴰᴱᴿᴱ ᶜᴿᵁˢᴴ ˣ ᶠᴼᴿᴹᴱᴿ ᵞᴬᴺᴰᴱᴿᴱ ᴿᴱᴬᴰᴱᴿ WILL EDIT WHEN COMPLETED!! #5 lime 20220621 #1 Yandere 20230409 (Bffr 💀 🤣) #2 Obsession 20230409 (Y'all crazy 🧋👀) "You're fucking crazy!!" I shouted. Ironic, right? I was in the exact same position he was in before. "I'm crazy for you. Literally. I would do anything and I mean anything to keep you all to myself." He tells me, scoffing at the thought of something as if he found an inside joke. "I know selfish. I know I'm supposed to be a good Christian boy and here I am... haha... killing people for you~" The psycho admits, gazing at me with a grin on his face. Holding a bloody knife in his grasp. The sharp point's on his index finger, slowly twirling it. "You're crazy for me, you said you love me and-" "I WAS crazy for you but I wasn't that crazy to KILL innocent people for you because I knew I had issues but this is beyond insane!" I'm standing face to face in front of my brainwashed crush. The one I kidnapped and told him things that was beyond coherence to him at the moment. I confessed my feelings for him in the same method. ---- But he was never like this because I was the one that changed him. It was me. After almost two months of captivity, I let him go. For the reason of him: never loving me. I Deleted my social media accounts, dropped my classes, and burned his stuff I kept. I haven't seen him for days until one day when I was walking to my classes. I accidentally bumped into him with my schedule and he grabbed it amongst the other miscellaneous stuff, and ever since then, I've been seeing him everywhere. At times, I wish he would've just reported me. Because this is a living nightmare. Started: 20210327 (I think?) Ended:

The Fighter by gabby_vazquez

My life turned upside down when I was 13 My father was murder right in front of my eyes by his own brother My mother betrayed me and my father When I was 13 I was thrown in a cell and haven't seen the light since 5 years later I was finally let out of my cell And was told I had to fight for my life ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the war that destroyed mostly every thing in America, in order to survive three major cities were built to help restore what was lost. To get everything back to normal again. Around those cities are small villages were the poor lives. The people who are barely surviving. The major city is called Alancia and that is were Victoria lives. Her father use to be the Leader of Alancia along side with his wife and brother. Until one day his brother killed him in cold blood and locked Victoria up in a cell. When she turned 18 she was offered a deal. Each year Alancia holds a fighting tournament for public display. The biggest and the baddest fight in this tournament and barely make it out alive. She has to fight in this tournament and if she won she had her freedom back. If she lost she would loose her freedom once again. Victoria knows she can't pass up this opportunity up. Even though she would be reminiscing old memories And meeting someone who can ruin it all Whatever the cost is she is willing to fight. THIS IS NOT YOUR AVERAGE LOVE STORY Contains: Vulgar language and fighting. Some sexual conent.i

sooo um... RusAme? - Fighting by Incognito7671

Description of story is at the bottom along with warnings. Okay so I was looking through my old stories that I wrote during school in 7th grade, and I came across this little RusAme excerpt... I want to kill myself after reading it but I think I'll clean it up because HO-LY sHiT- to whom it may concern: alright. so i know that these stories are old, but i've been reading some of them and i was disappointed that the ones i loved were either discontinued or gone for some other reason. so i decided that i am going to put all of my favorite aspects of this ship and make my own story. I AM NOT DEAD. I AM ACTIVE AS OF TODAY. DATE STARTED: May 16, 2022 DAY FINISHED: I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON THIS STORY. I AM STILL ACTIVE AND WRITING. America was a senior in high school, his long term rival being Russia. They never got along, but they wouldn't go and pick fights with each other just for the fun of it. In fact, America tried at all costs to avoid getting beaten up. He got enough of that from his father. That is until one day when his little brother, Australia, came to him for help with a bully. As it turns out, this bully was a little more dangerous than America came to think. He falls into a problem he doesn't think he can escape and with no one to tell or turn to, he doesn't think he ever will. When his parents don't come home and his situation goes from bad to worse, America may have to turn to the one he's sure he hates. Will he find the courage to ask for help, or will he decide life's not worth it and let go? =================================== |-!WARNING!-| =================================== This book contains the following: Self harm Suicidal thoughts Suicide attempts Death Rape Anymore triggers I think of will be added later.

The Maddest Obsession by __anvesha

"He'd burn the whole world down till he could dig me out of the ashes." I was ready to start a new life. After graduating at the top of my class, I finally had everything. My apartment. My gallery. A perfect boyfriend. Basically, I was living my dream life and I was loving every second of it. But then in came him. And then chaos occurred. All great love stories were supposed to have a happy ending. Mine did too, until he came along. This is the tale of how he found me, how he stole me, and how he lost me. I was a damsel, one who already had her white knight. But every fairy tale had a villain, someone waiting in the wings to rip it all down. A scoundrel who would set the world on fire if that meant he got what he wants. It was me. He wanted me. You know, they say it was bad when you fall for the wrong guy, but the thing was, it was worse when the wrong guy falls for you. WARNING: Contains sensitive topics like cheating. Also contains mature/sexual content and situations that some people might find offensive so it is intended for mature audience only. [18+ content]

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AVOCADO "Even though it's killing me. It will be okay."

Caspian POV I visited Sister Alisha at the church. We talked a little about everything that had happened, and then she handed me Sol's diary. Afterward, I walked home and went to my bedroom. Opening the diary, I read it, my eyes swelling as I read the last page of my dear Sol's diary. September 16, 2019 Dear Diary, I'm truly in love with Caspian. I know it sounds crazy. He's so..... complicated. Perhaps I'm setting myself up for disappointment, or chasing an impossible dream-I want to marry him. My Caspian is sunshine hidden behind clouds; I'm determined to be the one to clear the way, to let his inner light shine. I want to bring him joy, to show him beauty, to make him smile. He's a lost star, and I'll be his guiding light, even if it means getting burned. I see his hidden hope, and I have to try, even if it hurts, to show him the beauty he deserves. I won't give up I know it's a long shot. He doesn't even seem to notice me and love me, But I can't help but hope. I can't help but believe that maybe, just maybe, he'll see the light in me, too. Maybe he'll see that I'm the one who can bring his sun out. I can't give up on him, or on us. I have to be his light, even if it's just for a moment. please just gave me one more chance one more life to be his light in his dark life. Caspian my love, I can't take it anymore. I can't keep pretending that I'm okay with this. I can't keep watching you walk away, leaving me behind in the dust. I'm drowning in this love for you, a love that burns hotter than the sun, a love that consumes me. I know you'll never feel the same way, but I have to say it. I love you! with every beat of my heart I really really love you, even though it's tearing me apart. I love you, even though it's killing me. It will be okay.