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A story of a girl who kept a journal. In this journal, she wrote about things that happened to her in a story-like format. So she might be better able to share and explain emotions in greater detail.
Through all of these difficult things that have happened, there will be a more positive chapter to pair with it.
This is mainly to be something therapeutic for me, so I can write down some things that help make up who I am! If you do end up reading this, then thank you so much for even bothering. It genuinely means a lot.
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