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Архив с воспоминаниями

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весна грусть депрессия любовь меланхолия нецензурнаялексика печаль поэзия поэт стихи суицид тоска убийство чувства

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весна грусть депрессия любовь меланхолия нецензурнаялексика печаль поэзия поэт стихи суицид тоска убийство чувства

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