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My Pain is My Pleasure (Depressed!Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugou)
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Complete, First published Sep 11, 2019
Izuku Midoriya. A young boy, who didn't seem as happy as he let off. His fake smiles seem to fool all those around him all except one.... Katsuki Bakugou, his bully. 

Izuku never wanted to be like this, but the abuse, the bullying, the constant feeling of being worthless got too much and he started to cut himself and fall into a depression state that was worse than he first thought it was. At first he thought he could get out of it, but it didn't go that way. His mother, who would abuse him ever since his father left them, did not care the slightest bit about how she treated him. Katsuki tried to tell himself that he was fine but had odd suspicions about the green haired freckle boy... and had a sudden feeling to protect the lost soul.


⚠️TRIGGERING⚠️
⚠️BAD LANGUAGE⚠️ (I mean this has Bakugou, let's be real here-_-)
⚠️GAYNESS AND A WHOLE HEAP OF IT⚠️
⚠️I DON'T OWN THE ARTWORK I FOUND ON THE INTERNET, ALL CREDIT TO OWNERS⚠️ (unless I say it's mine at the beginning of the part)
⚠️I DON'T OWN THE CHARACTERS THEY BELONG TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS⚠️

:UNEDITED:

-Started December 25 2019, finished 10 January 2020-
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