Poems I Wrote When I Was 18

I've had these poems sitting around for a few years now, so I figured I'd put them somewhere..
They're not great.. a lot of pining and angst and depression (slight trigger warning for a few - self harm, depression <3), but there's a kind of raw emotion and a weird sort of nostalgia that makes me feel like perhaps some people might relate.. I hope some people do, and that you don't judge angsty 18 year old me too much..
I'm going to write a few out at a time whenever I get round to it, so it might be a little while before everything is published, but I hope that there are a few people out there who enjoy the bits that I get done